I'm Ashley.19. You can find me chasing pandas and puppies. If I'm not doing that I'm busying my hands with a pen or a book. Maybe even a controller of some sort if I'm really in the mood. What will you find if you come along on my ride? Cutesy, pink things, lots of quotes/meaningful reblogs, some of my own ramblings/drawings/conversations and any other interests I haven't mentioned already.



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Writing here because my notebook is across the room.

So I think it started out as Shawn coming home for the summer or something and he asked me if I wanted to go to a carnival with him so I did. I went on a ride like the kite-eating tree thing from Camp Snoopy. And I kept giggling and laughing about it. I think Summer went on it with us and she was behind me and Shawn was behind her. We went on another ride too and for some reason he told me my shoe was on fire at one point, but he didn’t do anything…? While we were walking around he would come up behind me and just walk with me with his front pressed up against my back. And he’d have his hands resting on my waist or he’d just be reaching around me trying to look at something. Then there were a couple times when I would come up behind him and hug him. Out of habit I spose.

Then we went home separately. Or at least I thought we were going home, but I told him that I was going to Festival and he wanted to tag along. So he followed me to Festival and for some reason I got a cake. He ended up wandering around the dairy section while I was looking at the card and party aisle. The wall had Disney Princess dresses up for like 500 bucks and I was just like “aww.” And then I said Snow White freaked me the fuck out. Then I started looking at cards and there was a really cute Rapunzel one and it had little scraps of velvet on it. I don’t remember what it said inside the card, but it was something like “Sometimes you just have to forgive people if you really love them.” I really wish I could remember the quote, cause it was really good. I ended up buying it just because of the quote. I thought I could sneak out without Shawn noticing me, but I guess he spotted me running to the registers and caught up to me eventually. I was trying to rush the cashier, but he was a really friendly, warm and chatty black guy and I couldn’t help having a conversation with him. orz I saw the total keep going up and I was getting nervous because I thought I didn’t have enough cash on me, so I used my card. But even though my card had more than enough on it, it got declined so I was like “shit, now he’s gonna try to pay for me.” So I desperately fished through my bag and didn’t find anything and almost gave up. But then I noticed I had a couple singles behind some other random stuff in my wallet and paid for it myself. Shawn was buying a bunch of stuff and the guy behind me ended up letting him go in front of him because he said with me. While he was checking out I kept inching towards the door and I kinda quickly said bye and to have a nice summer. 

Ran for my life to my car. The parking lot was huuuuuge and I took some wayward route to the freeway. I went through my contacts looking for someone to talk to. I think it ended up being Mariah and I started freaking out to her. And that was the end.